| loneliness and insomnia |
[01 Jan 2006|04:36am] |
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it's 4:36 AM. Everyone's logged off.... Ugh. So much for the all-nighter.
Someone...
log on.
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| Happy '06 |
[01 Jan 2006|01:59am] |
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HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
hehe I've taken the liberty to note this year's firsts:
first...
- thing I ate = grapes
- song I heard = YMCA
- show I watched = Michael Jackson special
- conversation = Drew
- phone call = kat d.
- text message = Justin f.
- drink = tropicana twister
- thought = CHANGE
- line = fs flip, shuvit, tre flip.. rawr
what were YOUR firsts?
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| Multiply's down... |
[20 Nov 2005|09:35pm] |
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Mr.Big - Electric Drill Song |
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So I thought I'd share to some faithful LJ users.
Two fridays ago, we had our CGS. I forgot what it stands for. I just know the G is for "growth". Basta it's some retreat thing. So... We got there at around 6:30pm. First thing we did was to look for our misplaced bags. Then we went inside the cabin. Everyone was so hyped up to get the room at the very end. I dunno why. When Sir Bong finally gave the signal to go up, I think he started a stampede. I ended up in the 2nd room with Igna, Hee Su, BJ, and Andrew. We got there and it was so neat! Then after 2 minutes... Well, you know. A bunch of boys placed in a room with no one caring for cleanliness.
AFTERMATH
Then we had dinner, word for the night: EGGS. Hard-boiled eggs. After dinner, I decided to go up to my room. Then I saw the bathroom door wide open. The lights were turned on. I see a figure facing backwards with the toilet infront of him. So I crept up behind the door. Then I gave one loud shout. BWAH! His head turned so fast, a speedometer could've detected it. His face was as pale as Michael Jackson. He had this look that gave such a signal of fear and begging of mercy. He screamed his lungs out and ran out the bathroom! Thankfully, he was just about to open his zipper when I scared the manhood out of him! Hahaha! Hilarious! I was just literally rolling on the dusty floor! The rest of the night, I did NOT sleep! Cause if you sleep, you're doomed by means of Colgate and a digital camera! Igna, Hee Su, and JC fell asleep at around 2. So John and the others came out of their crypts to disturb innocent lives while they lay unconscious.
Poor Igna falls victim to the wrath of Colgate. Oh hygiene, why betray us???
Someone's unsuspecting hairy legs settles a skirmish with masking tape
We're innocent! Candid shot.
At around 4-5am, I decided to get to bed. But then, those terrible shrieks and laughter coming from downstairs!! I can't believe 2 girls could wake every one of the boys(well, almost)! So, whatever. Still strong! Still standing! Still, ZzZzZzZzzzz... Yes, during the sessions, I was asleep. I borrowed Kevin's aviators and just kept quiet. After that was lunch. And after lunch was the bloody.. err, juicy Dalandan War! (No, they weren't calamansi) I remember my left temple getting hit and fighting back with slightly rotten juicy dalandan that would explode on impact!
Hunting for fruits
( Click here for the remaining 1 day and 1 night! PLUS pictures! )
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| You know you're a skater when... |
[15 Nov 2005|10:11pm] |
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You develop a slight curve on your back due to always looking at your feet when you skate.
You don't think ledges are ledges unless they're waxed.
You do 360's when you jump around just for fun.
If you're goofy, your left calves are slightly bigger than your right(or vise versa)
You can't pass by a set of stairs without imagining what you can do on em.
Every person you draw resembles some pro.
When you watch movies, you get distracted by the spots in the background.
You see every security guard as a threat.
When you're sleeping, you constantly kick or flick because you're dreaming of skating.
Justin and other guys, add on.
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| i feel weird... |
[28 Sep 2005|11:52pm] |
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GnR - Sweet Child O' Mine |
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lots of thoughts... weird, weird, thoughts.
One random thought:
What's with the people wearing those ugly belt things on their foreheads? It's like some bandana thing wrapped around their forehead with a silver belt buckle on it.
Friend told me it was some sorta anime thing. But it's ugly!! Why would anyone wear a belt on their forehead? It's a horrid version of Darna!!
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| random thoughts |
[16 Sep 2005|10:57pm] |
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Unwritten Law - Rest of My Life |
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http://diedtolive.multiply.com
Look at the recipes section. I put one recipe that I learned 2 years ago. It's the best!! It's quick, easy, and SATISFACTION is GUARANTEED!
I was reminded today... This is war!! Please don't forget your guns, bullets, and protection people. It's gonna get real bloody. The enemy hits below the belt. Watch out.
and I was reminded of some simple equations:
O = B
D = C
J = L + S
O is obedience. B is blessing
D is disobedience. C is curses.
J is Jesus. Lordship and Savior.
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| nak |
[12 Sep 2005|09:54pm] |
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 studies!! stress... |
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Velvet Revolver - Come One, Come In |
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| You Are a Glam Rocker! | 
You put the "show" in rock show with your larger than life self.
No doubt, you are all about making good music...
But what really gets you going is having an over the top show.
Glitter, costumes, and wild hair are your thing - with some rock thrown in! |
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| Frustrating weekend... |
[28 Aug 2005|02:11am] |
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Ugh. Friday, Saturday, and pretty much Sunday.... STRESSFUL WEEKEND OF DOOM. Argh. Projects piling up.... My head hurts... It's 2:12AM... I need sleep. I need rest... Physically and spiritually.... I still have to work on the English project... Ugh. I hate it for being mediocre. aargh. I feel like shouting... or crying... If I had the energy. AAGH!!!! We only get 2 DAYS of rest per week! Why do they have to fill it with SCHOOL WORK!?!? AARRRGGGHHH. I'm so frustrated... SLOW computer... LOTS of ERRORS. Throat hurts. Head hurts. Dizzy. Why are my sentences full of "I"... Maybe because it's late and I'm alone... aaauuahaurrrrggghhh... My soul needs rest.
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| Constipated Emotions |
[24 Aug 2005|09:44pm] |
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Hehe. I made it. I'm part of The Mover. Though I'm not an artist....
I'm the Senior Editor for the art department! hehe.
Why constipated emotions?
Cause I'm holding in some stuff against some people.... Hehe. And where do I release all this? hehe, that's why there's the CROSS.
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| random thoughts... |
[16 Aug 2005|08:39pm] |
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I Found Love - Hillsong |
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- I tried out for The Mover (the school newspaper or something) last Saturday... I was like 30 minutes late though. I tried out to be a cartoonist and a features writer. What'd I have to do? Simple! Draw 2 caricatures of 2 different themes. One was... Facite Diferentem or something. I just know it means "Make a Difference". And the other one was the Pep Rally. Hehe. I drew 4 shirtless guys, two of them fat, cheering like crazy. You know, the types you'd see in the Superbowl or something. I dunno what they thought. I just saw Sir Calado snickering. I also had to write a CD review. Of what? Steve Vai's Fire Garden. Hehe. Glad to. RESULTS NEXT WEEK!
- Last Saturday... ABSOLUTE REALITY! Grabe! 816 came! And around 60+ accepted Christ! Including my friend Andrew whose reaction to YOF/ENY was.. whoa!! I haven't heard of anyone react like that to worship since... Jose! He told me he cried! Hehe. Cool. Barbie was just amazing that night... And her bassist!! WHOOOAAA... Jaw-dropingly spectacular! People were sitting at the sides and on the floor. Wow. Glorious.
- Sophie's Night this Friday... And I'm wearing Nathan's cool gold shirt with the pins all over.
- Yesterday, I got to class a few minutes early after a poster making contest and they were still in the lab... So what do I do? Scare em! hehe. First three people who opened the door, I jumped out and "WHAAAA!!!!!!!!" Hilarious. I did it to like 5 more people til my heart almost stopped of laughter.
- Stressful week.. Yet I enjoyed it.
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| Préparer un examen... |
[04 Aug 2005|10:49pm] |
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Je naire six juillet mille neuf cent quatre-vingte-onze...
Zéro, un, deux, trois, quatre, cept, six, sept, huit, neuf, dix....
Onze, douze, treize, quatorze, quinze, seize, dix-sept, dix-huit, dix-neuf...
J'ai renonce a ma vie pour Jésus.
Ceci est difficile!!
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| I hate ants |
[03 Aug 2005|07:17pm] |
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I was going to pluck out this fruit from a branch... Then all of the sudden, AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate fat red ants.
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| Coolness |
[31 Jul 2005|09:32pm] |
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Planet Mars will be the brightest in the night sky starting August. It will look as large as the full moon to the naked eye. This will cultimate on Aug. 27 when Mars comes within 34.65M miles of earth. Be sure to watch the sky on Aug. 27 12:30 am. It will look like the earth has 2 moons. The next time Mars may come this close is in 2287. Share this with ur friends as NO ONE ALIVE TODAY will ever see it again...
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| aaahhh... Psalm 25 |
[27 Jul 2005|09:52pm] |
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Lord has a way with revealing Himself... I ask Him where I am... There I am! Psalm 25! {NLT, except for verse 5 and 18 which are MSG version}
1To you, O LORD, I lift up my soul;
4Show me the path where I should walk, O LORD;
point out the right road for me to follow
5Take me by the hand;
Lead me down the path of truth.
You are my Savior, aren't you?
8The LORD is good and does what is right;
he shows the proper path to those who go astray.
15My eyes are always looking to the LORD for help,
for he alone can rescue me from the traps of my enemies.
17My problems go from bad to worse.
Oh, save me from them all!
18Take a hard look at my life of hard labor,
Then lift this ton of sin.
My version of verse 22:
O God, ransom my family and friends
from all my troubles.
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| Testings, testings, testings... You can't spell testimony without TEST |
[26 Jul 2005|09:11pm] |
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TWO LOST SHEEP TALKING...
miguel_d_one: sometimes God takes things away to reveal yourself
weggie193m: hm..
miguel_d_one: and sometimes God withdraws to see how deep your roots are
miguel_d_one: To see how far you'd walk away without knowing it
weggie193m: hm...
weggie193m:
miguel_d_one: once you're so intimate with God, you would quickly realize that He's not holding Your hand...
miguel_d_one: He would want you to seek for Him
weggie193m: yeh....
It's weird to get lost and not know it nowadays... Not like a child in a supermarket... A child who starts crying after 5 seconds of not holding someone's hand... Childlike faith? I've lost it. Pride has taken over. Where am I now? I'm looking for directions. Where should I start? Need a road sign? TWO INTERSECTING LINES WITH A MAN IN THE MIDDLE WITH NAILED HANDS AND A CROWN OF THORNS. Clear enough?
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| I would suffer one whole lifetime!! |
[25 Jul 2005|10:48pm] |
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Just to hear Your sweet solemn voice... And spend eternity with You!!! I would swallow whatever pain there is for spitting on Your face and mocking You with Your nailed hands! I would bear all the weight on my shoulders for adding thorns on your crown!
But why'd You have to say, "No."?
But why'd You have to say, "I'm doing this for you"?
But why'd You have to say, "I have to do this for a boy named Miguel that would be born 2000 years later who would have difficulty finding true joy!"
Why'd You refuse to go down to this world and choose to stay with God while we abuse the blessings You gave!?
Why'd You have to slowly bleed just to cleanse me?
Why'd You choose to be seperated from Your God just to have a chance to spend eternity with me!?
You say, "I love you." It somehow hurts to hear these words as I realize how I've trampled on Your bloody crippled body all these years. I can't bear those words. But You reply, "I can't bear the fact of seeing lost... Destined to live forever without Me."
I choose to be nailed with You, Christ. My old self must be hung on the cross.
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| after God's own heart... |
[20 Jul 2005|09:56pm] |
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aaahhh.... Now I know how David feels when he writes Psalms...
INTIMACY!!! Maaaahhhnnn...
Tonight, I did something different. I tried writing my own "psalm". At first I tried to let my mind go blank. Then I wrote... "Father, such nonsense clouds my head... With these, is there space on Your throne?... Breathe into my mind and let these words of the devil shatter with a cry for Your name........
Send me Lord
Yet catch me as I fall
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Let me hear Your whispers
as I let my heart flood...
Keep me close
That I may feel Your heartbeat
Sending out a signal...
"I love you... I'm here..."
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| PREPARE FOR THE FANTASTIC!!!! |
[16 Jul 2005|12:20pm] |
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woohoo!!! Trans4m!!!
YOF's 4th Anniv. 4th floor, Festival Mall(Promenade Entrance) 6-8pm every Saturday
Tonight and the upcoming 3 weeks!!!
Like i said...
PREPARE FOR THE FANTASTIC!!!
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