Scenes From A Memory

loneliness and insomnia

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 20:37:48 GMT

it's 4:36 AM. Everyone's logged off.... Ugh. So much for the all-nighter.

Someone...

log on.

Happy '06

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 18:03:23 GMT

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

hehe I've taken the liberty to note this year's firsts:

first...

thing I ate = grapes
song I heard = YMCA
show I watched = Michael Jackson special
conversation = Drew
phone call = kat d.
text message = Justin f.
drink = tropicana twister
thought = CHANGE
line = fs flip, shuvit, tre flip.. rawr

what were YOUR firsts?

Multiply's down...

Sun, 20 Nov 2005 14:26:13 GMT

So I thought I'd share to some faithful LJ users.

Two fridays ago, we had our CGS. I forgot what it stands for. I just know the G is for "growth". Basta it's some retreat thing. So... We got there at around 6:30pm. First thing we did was to look for our misplaced bags. Then we went inside the cabin. Everyone was so hyped up to get the room at the very end. I dunno why. When Sir Bong finally gave the signal to go up, I think he started a stampede. I ended up in the 2nd room with Igna, Hee Su, BJ, and Andrew. We got there and it was so neat! Then after 2 minutes... Well, you know. A bunch of boys placed in a room with no one caring for cleanliness.

AFTERMATH

Then we had dinner, word for the night: EGGS. Hard-boiled eggs. After dinner, I decided to go up to my room. Then I saw the bathroom door wide open. The lights were turned on. I see a figure facing backwards with the toilet infront of him. So I crept up behind the door. Then I gave one loud shout. BWAH! His head turned so fast, a speedometer could've detected it. His face was as pale as Michael Jackson. He had this look that gave such a signal of fear and begging of mercy. He screamed his lungs out and ran out the bathroom! Thankfully, he was just about to open his zipper when I scared the manhood out of him! Hahaha! Hilarious! I was just literally rolling on the dusty floor! The rest of the night, I did NOT sleep! Cause if you sleep, you're doomed by means of Colgate and a digital camera! Igna, Hee Su, and JC fell asleep at around 2. So John and the others came out of their crypts to disturb innocent lives while they lay unconscious.

Poor Igna falls victim to the wrath of Colgate. Oh hygiene, why betray us???

Someone's unsuspecting hairy legs settles a skirmish with masking tape

We're innocent! Candid shot.

At around 4-5am, I decided to get to bed. But then, those terrible shrieks and laughter coming from downstairs!! I can't believe 2 girls could wake every one of the boys(well, almost)! So, whatever. Still strong! Still standing! Still, ZzZzZzZzzzz... Yes, during the sessions, I was asleep. I borrowed Kevin's aviators and just kept quiet. After that was lunch. And after lunch was the bloody.. err, juicy Dalandan War! (No, they weren't calamansi) I remember my left temple getting hit and fighting back with slightly rotten juicy dalandan that would explode on impact!

Hunting for fruits

After that, we were drenched in sweat. Then another session came, I asked to be excused cause I had this insane cold. During my two hour sleep, I felt people standing on my bed and watching me sleep. They told me I kept on smiling for some reason. I wonder why???

Hee Su climbs over the wall... Maybe that's why people stood on my bed.

When I woke up, I saw Karl. He invited me to watch him give Oobb the ultimate wedgie. Mahn, just brutal. Then he tried to slide down the handrail not realizing that it's been under the sun the whole day. Guess what? He got burnt. And I'd rather not expound on that. A few hours later, we had dinner. And after dinner, we proceeded to the bonfire area. One funny and weird experience. Everyone claimed

The "haunted" bonfire

seeing "someone". Soooo.... After they got all scared, they begged to go back to the cabin. While Jenelle was talking about how "they" were offended by us telling "their" stories, I turned to my Christian brother(nak. Religious!) BJ. "BJ, let's share the reason we aren't scared." So we stood up and told them, "You know you shouldn't be scared if you have Jesus inside of you! Remember, he was given ALL AUTHORITY!! And you know, by merely hearing His name, demons tremble!?" And we explained on and on. Then we left them with this reminder, "Even if something's right at your face, you could just tell it 'If you mess with me, you mess with Him[God]!!" Sooo.. Everyone was partly calmed yet paranoid. Upstairs, Oobb, BJ, and I prayed together.. For protection, for the spirit of fear to leave, etc.. Then when Sir Bong saw us, he told us to lead a prayer when everyone gathers downstairs. Downside was, some people ended up praying "for those who departed to find their way.. and find peace." Hmmm.... But still, it ended up to be a peaceful night.

The ultimate pastime.. Everyone was playing with cards every night

The future female achievers

Chris: TKO

Oh, I realized.. Overnight trips are where you can find people's hidden fashion senses. (Sleep wear)

James finds t-shirts too much of insulators during sleep.

Hee Su likes to keep his legs cool and comfy.

The next and final day was just steady... Letter opening. And some funny stuff happened.. Hehe. About people "revealing their true feelings". LOL! CGS was just fantastic.

You know you're a skater when...

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 14:12:50 GMT

You develop a slight curve on your back due to always looking at your feet when you skate.

You don't think ledges are ledges unless they're waxed.

You do 360's when you jump around just for fun.

If you're goofy, your left calves are slightly bigger than your right(or vise versa)

You can't pass by a set of stairs without imagining what you can do on em.

Every person you draw resembles some pro.

When you watch movies, you get distracted by the spots in the background.

You see every security guard as a threat.

When you're sleeping, you constantly kick or flick because you're dreaming of skating.

Justin and other guys, add on.

i feel weird...

Wed, 28 Sep 2005 15:54:50 GMT

lots of thoughts... weird, weird, thoughts.

One random thought:

What's with the people wearing those ugly belt things on their foreheads? It's like some bandana thing wrapped around their forehead with a silver belt buckle on it.
Friend told me it was some sorta anime thing. But it's ugly!! Why would anyone wear a belt on their forehead? It's a horrid version of Darna!!

random thoughts

Fri, 16 Sep 2005 15:01:18 GMT

http://diedtolive.multiply.com

Look at the recipes section. I put one recipe that I learned 2 years ago. It's the best!! It's quick, easy, and SATISFACTION is GUARANTEED!

I was reminded today... This is war!! Please don't forget your guns, bullets, and protection people. It's gonna get real bloody. The enemy hits below the belt. Watch out.

and I was reminded of some simple equations:

O = B
D = C
J = L + S

O is obedience. B is blessing
D is disobedience. C is curses.
J is Jesus. Lordship and Savior.

nak

Mon, 12 Sep 2005 13:54:37 GMT

You Are a Glam Rocker!

You put the "show" in rock show with your larger than life self.
No doubt, you are all about making good music...
But what really gets you going is having an over the top show.
Glitter, costumes, and wild hair are your thing - with some rock thrown in!

What Kind of Rocker Are You?

iPod flea!!!

Fri, 02 Sep 2005 14:18:17 GMT

WHOA!!!

Apple never seizes to amaze me.

http://video.craveonline.com/video/index.php?showVideo=1241

Frustrating weekend...

Sat, 27 Aug 2005 18:15:26 GMT

Ugh. Friday, Saturday, and pretty much Sunday.... STRESSFUL WEEKEND OF DOOM. Argh. Projects piling up.... My head hurts... It's 2:12AM... I need sleep. I need rest... Physically and spiritually.... I still have to work on the English project... Ugh. I hate it for being mediocre. aargh. I feel like shouting... or crying... If I had the energy. AAGH!!!! We only get 2 DAYS of rest per week! Why do they have to fill it with SCHOOL WORK!?!? AARRRGGGHHH. I'm so frustrated... SLOW computer... LOTS of ERRORS. Throat hurts. Head hurts. Dizzy. Why are my sentences full of "I"... Maybe because it's late and I'm alone... aaauuahaurrrrggghhh... My soul needs rest.

Constipated Emotions

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 13:47:53 GMT

Hehe. I made it. I'm part of The Mover. Though I'm not an artist....
I'm the Senior Editor for the art department! hehe.

Why constipated emotions?
Cause I'm holding in some stuff against some people.... Hehe. And where do I release all this? hehe, that's why there's the CROSS.

random thoughts...

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 12:55:36 GMT

I tried out for The Mover (the school newspaper or something) last Saturday... I was like 30 minutes late though. I tried out to be a cartoonist and a features writer. What'd I have to do? Simple! Draw 2 caricatures of 2 different themes. One was... Facite Diferentem or something. I just know it means "Make a Difference". And the other one was the Pep Rally. Hehe. I drew 4 shirtless guys, two of them fat, cheering like crazy. You know, the types you'd see in the Superbowl or something. I dunno what they thought. I just saw Sir Calado snickering. I also had to write a CD review. Of what? Steve Vai's Fire Garden. Hehe. Glad to. RESULTS NEXT WEEK!
Last Saturday... ABSOLUTE REALITY! Grabe! 816 came! And around 60+ accepted Christ! Including my friend Andrew whose reaction to YOF/ENY was.. whoa!! I haven't heard of anyone react like that to worship since... Jose! He told me he cried! Hehe. Cool. Barbie was just amazing that night... And her bassist!! WHOOOAAA... Jaw-dropingly spectacular! People were sitting at the sides and on the floor. Wow. Glorious.
Sophie's Night this Friday... And I'm wearing Nathan's cool gold shirt with the pins all over.
Yesterday, I got to class a few minutes early after a poster making contest and they were still in the lab... So what do I do? Scare em! hehe. First three people who opened the door, I jumped out and "WHAAAA!!!!!!!!" Hilarious. I did it to like 5 more people til my heart almost stopped of laughter.
Stressful week.. Yet I enjoyed it.

Préparer un examen...

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 14:57:18 GMT

Je naire six juillet mille neuf cent quatre-vingte-onze...

Zéro, un, deux, trois, quatre, cept, six, sept, huit, neuf, dix....

Onze, douze, treize, quatorze, quinze, seize, dix-sept, dix-huit, dix-neuf...

J'ai renonce a ma vie pour Jésus.

Ceci est difficile!!

I hate ants

Wed, 03 Aug 2005 11:19:57 GMT

I was going to pluck out this fruit from a branch... Then all of the sudden, AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate fat red ants.

Coolness

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 13:32:51 GMT

Planet Mars will be the brightest in the night sky starting August. It will look as large as the full moon to the naked eye. This will cultimate on Aug. 27 when Mars comes within 34.65M miles of earth. Be sure to watch the sky on Aug. 27 12:30 am. It will look like the earth has 2 moons. The next time Mars may come this close is in 2287. Share this with ur friends as NO ONE ALIVE TODAY will ever see it again...

Testings, testings, testings... You can't spell testimony without TEST

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 13:20:30 GMT

TWO LOST SHEEP TALKING...

miguel_d_one: sometimes God takes things away to reveal yourself
weggie193m: hm..
miguel_d_one: and sometimes God withdraws to see how deep your roots are
miguel_d_one: To see how far you'd walk away without knowing it
weggie193m: hm...
weggie193m:
miguel_d_one: once you're so intimate with God, you would quickly realize that He's not holding Your hand...
miguel_d_one: He would want you to seek for Him
weggie193m: yeh....

It's weird to get lost and not know it nowadays... Not like a child in a supermarket... A child who starts crying after 5 seconds of not holding someone's hand... Childlike faith? I've lost it. Pride has taken over. Where am I now? I'm looking for directions. Where should I start? Need a road sign? TWO INTERSECTING LINES WITH A MAN IN THE MIDDLE WITH NAILED HANDS AND A CROWN OF THORNS. Clear enough?

I would suffer one whole lifetime!!

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 14:49:40 GMT

Just to hear Your sweet solemn voice... And spend eternity with You!!! I would swallow whatever pain there is for spitting on Your face and mocking You with Your nailed hands! I would bear all the weight on my shoulders for adding thorns on your crown!

But why'd You have to say, "No."?
But why'd You have to say, "I'm doing this for you"?
But why'd You have to say, "I have to do this for a boy named Miguel that would be born 2000 years later who would have difficulty finding true joy!"
Why'd You refuse to go down to this world and choose to stay with God while we abuse the blessings You gave!?
Why'd You have to slowly bleed just to cleanse me?
Why'd You choose to be seperated from Your God just to have a chance to spend eternity with me!?

You say, "I love you." It somehow hurts to hear these words as I realize how I've trampled on Your bloody crippled body all these years. I can't bear those words. But You reply, "I can't bear the fact of seeing lost... Destined to live forever without Me."

I choose to be nailed with You, Christ. My old self must be hung on the cross.

Attention Southville YOF ...err, yof southville.. uh, yofville..ers.

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 14:07:16 GMT

We will start having prayer meetings in our campus! And this coming week, we will have our first!

When? Tuesday (Lunchtime)
Where? Cafeteria
Who? Anyone who wants to be part of CHANGE!

after God's own heart...

Wed, 20 Jul 2005 14:05:56 GMT

aaahhh.... Now I know how David feels when he writes Psalms...
INTIMACY!!! Maaaahhhnnn...

Tonight, I did something different. I tried writing my own "psalm". At first I tried to let my mind go blank. Then I wrote... "Father, such nonsense clouds my head... With these, is there space on Your throne?... Breathe into my mind and let these words of the devil shatter with a cry for Your name........

Send me Lord
Yet catch me as I fall
......
Let me hear Your whispers
as I let my heart flood...
Keep me close
That I may feel Your heartbeat
Sending out a signal...
"I love you... I'm here..."

PREPARE FOR THE FANTASTIC!!!!

Sat, 16 Jul 2005 04:21:37 GMT

woohoo!!! Trans4m!!!
YOF's 4th Anniv. 4th floor, Festival Mall(Promenade Entrance) 6-8pm every Saturday
Tonight and the upcoming 3 weeks!!!
Like i said...
PREPARE FOR THE FANTASTIC!!!

Puyat night of doom

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 15:24:37 GMT

uuuuugh... Been working on the video for hours now.... Aaagghhhh... And Premiere keeps on hanging for some reason.... hassle.... but... it's... worth... it... i guess.... Sleep... is.... a... luxury.... must... work...

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

Sat, 09 Jul 2005 22:25:58 GMT

hehe. Ptr A preached last night. It was about FRIENDS.
Hehe. So... To all my friends, I WILL die for you. Yup. To all my real friends. Hehe.

Oh, and last night was cool. Hehe. I had a conversation with God. I told Him some of my secrets. Hehe. Can't share it though... Hehehehe.

exhaustion and random thoughts

Sat, 02 Jul 2005 10:00:52 GMT

I just came from a photoshoot... Argh. Hassle. But fun. Kinda. A bit... uhh... Well, I'd have to wait for the final product. hehe. Mahhnn.. I hate saying "wednesday!". So that i would smile, I'd have to shout "wednesday!" everytime we shoot! And we shot like 90+ photos!? Maaahn.

random thoughts....

I'm joined this interest club(actually, it's now an org) called STAGE. No, I won't dance... Or sing... Or act(i think). I'll play the guitar. Cool. Hehe. And now I'm designing our logo. hehe. Brainstorm time.

Oh, and one thing I miss about summer......

my hair....

I'm missing YOF today!!!!!!

I can't help with the video today!!!! waaah.

siigghh...

Script writing...

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 13:07:07 GMT

Aaargh! Revising the Trans4m script AGAIN!!! STRESS....... siiigh. It's ok. It's worth it I guess. Excellence.......
I just realized..... How big of a harvest Trans4m will be.....

AAGH! Uniforms...

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 10:32:06 GMT

Argh. I don't like how Southville manages their uniforms... Uuurgh. Everything's way too big!!! As in WAY PAST THE ELBOWS!! AAGGHH!!! So I decided to ask for the smallest one(which is still way too big) for HIGH SCHOOL. But guess what!? ONCE AGAIN, THEY GAVE ME THE GRADE SCHOOL UNIFORM!!!! AAAGGGHH!!!

Nerve wrecking

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 21:59:05 GMT

It's 5:55am right now... I finished breakfast too early. I have too much time in my hands. Uuugh. I am really nervous/excited. It's kinda 50/50 right now. Maaahn. My head's clouding up with What-If's. What if my shirt's too small? What if I have something in my teeth!? AAAHHH!!! Argh.
It's ok. I have 2 bodyguards with me. Mwahahahahaha!!! Mikey and Aaron! Hehehehe. Wow. Overwhelmingly intimidating.